have a funny habit of making you feel
like you’re either on top of the world,
or under it.
Beau Taplin || the hours between. (via h-o-r-n-g-r-y)
I also want to fucking think something without having guilt to the point of throwing up for the next week. I’m so so sick of it. I literally don’t think I can handle being like it anymore and there is absolutely 0 I can do about it>>
I want to feel like people enjoy my company and want me around and want me and don’t think I’m a total over reactive piece of ass for the way I act all the time>>
just cried for 10 minutes whilst I angrily weed and put the sheets on my bed and smoked. I am on holiday. I should not be feeling like this. I want to fucking stop feeling like this.>>
desperately needing to talk to someone (anyone) about something but not being able to because you’ll know you’ll feel guilty when you do. is. so. annoying.>>